I am glad today is over.
It was a scary day today . (Yes, Ron you scared us today) It was a difficult emotional day.
I see my sister taking care of Ron, I see Ron sleeping peacefully, I see his Mother wishing it different, I see his Father so stoic and calm.......I see my husband trying to figure it all out, I hear my Mother and her comforting words to Patty, I hears my friends concerns, I try to make sense of it all
.......I try to imagine, that somehow if I knew exactly what Patty is feeling that it would make her feel better, that Ron would be better, that Florrie and Denis would feel better...It boggles my brain....
So I do what I can, its become a habit for me now.... I bring Patty her Starbucks venti something....
Give Florrie a hug, squeeze Ron's hand tell him a little story, talk to Denis , ....listen to Patty, hug her, hand her Kleenex...., you see these are all tiny little things, but I think that somehow these little things are really the BIG things......
Here is hoping for one more good day.......full of lots of those "little things"....
XO
2 comments:
The "little things" are the what matters most in life...its the small details,gestures, a look,a touch, or just an ear to listen that make the difference in our lives.
I am sure that you make a difference everyday, hang in there and we will all keep praying for another "good day full of lots of little things" ;)
You do what is right... you are there for your sister... and Ron and his parents. I love how gentle your words are... I can invision just what you wrote about.
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